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Dear MeDear Me, 
Right about now, you, my 13-year old self, is most likely sobbing in a corner at school. Again. Because the mean kids in class wouldn't stop bullying you again, because the mean kids won't accept you for who you are. Or maybe right now you are talking really bad behind a friends back so you can come across as "cool" and score some "cool-points" with the same mean kids that will bully you just the same tomorrow. I know it seems endless, and maybe it is. But I also know this; you will get through this. And you can get through this. Trust me, I know. 
The best thing you can do right now is to just stop sobbing, hold your head up high and face the world, even if that world doesn't want to face you. Don't go buying that dumb, expensive t-shirt that all the popular kids have, and most importantly: don't try to be something, or someone, you're not. Because I know now that you are not like them. You are not mean. You do not "hate" people
Let Golet go of all the times we smiled
let go of all the times we cried
let go
of all the memories
we created together
and just
move on
...and break my heart...

untitledFear the lust of
a passionate heart
it might catch you
and run with you,
The metal gently
kisses the skin
covering her wrist
in blood
in front of her eyes
deep into the night
she will find her peace
in death.
DearestThe big puffy clouds
            in a deep blue sky
will always serve
            as a reminder
A reminder of our days
                before the clouds
                                        found you.
They found you 
                    adopted you
                                                                    as one of their own...
A Touch of Madnessthey say a touch of madness
glimmers there behind her eyes,
          sparking storms that sing with light
                                  and haunting lullabies
They say a touch of madness,

is inside all of of us
speaking words we never would,
waiting, at the windowsill. 
It glimmers there behind her eyes,
waiting, longing
for the day of darkness,
it finally gets to be free.
Sparking storms that sing with light,
rolling thunder and flashing
lightning on the inside
of her mind.
Haunting lullabies
are softly singing
the never-spoken words
of madness
You were the sunSnow, white and pure, leading me closer to the fabric of my dreams. I was the moon, and you, you were the golden sun. Your voice is ripping through the silence of my days, lingering inside my own thoughts. Lingering, lingering, my dreams are nothing more than a speck of dust in my existence. Clouds are stuffed in my lungs making it harder and harder to breathe, but the little girl looking at the big red balloon is what keeps me ashore. Inside the balloon awaits her dream, a dream that once was mine to dream. 
Push me forward with my head through the clouds and help me fly, for I can not do it on my own. Help me fly so I can learn how to stand on my own feet and maybe, maybe I can stop tripping over the words I'll never speak. But don't hold me down under the water where I can not breath, don't hold me down for it puts my lungs on fire and brings my eyes to tears. 
Voices are calling me, silently, gently laying me to rest, paint
Every DayOh darling, just take it slow, for you know- the wind will always be there to move your hair.
You came through my life like a hurricane in red- and even though I promised myself long ago not to write about you, I can’t help but be overwhelmed by memories of our days together, our days in the sun. I remember how we wished those days would never end, how we wished we’d be together forever. How we wished, oh, how we wished..
You promised.
You would never let me break, you would never leave me alone. You would always be here, with me. You promised… and you left.
You left.
You left me alone with all my fears, to battle them on my own and eventually- I gave up. I gave up, because I didn’t have you. I gave up, because you were gone. And no, I am not trying to make you feel guilty- I’m just telling you how I feel.
Oh darling- it’s been so long since I’ve seen you and there are no words to describe how much I miss you. How much I miss our
It's okaylie to me
and tell me i'm wrong
tell me i'm wrong to get in
to the water
gleaming eyes
are fixed upon their reflections
lie to me
and tell me it's not worth it
tell me
i can do better than this
lie to me
and tell me it's okay
to be broken
tell me the bones
will heal
one day
lie to me
and tell me
that i am not falling
like a shooting star
in the night sky
lie to me
and tell me
that you will catch me
before i hit the ground



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Colour Me Critters Vol. 2: Pink

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 21, 2018, 3:00 AM

This feature is part of 

Bioluminescence II by robrey
Pretty in Pink by Miguel-Santos
Pink Unircorn by Bakura240
Sea Turtle Gemstone Pendant by bluediscord
Pink honey by DancingQuill
Salmon Pink by LashelleValentine
Birdo study by grimcatt
Pink Bunny by roaring-rabbit
Pink Bubbles by Earthsong9405
Pretty in pink, sure, but isn't this too much? by RavenMontoya
I live in a pink pink world by Allerlei
Pink Pelican by Aenea-Jones
Aqualopes/Second couple by Aotar

The next colour will be Bullet; Red Bullet; Red RED Bullet; Red Bullet; Red 
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Have you heard yet that we will be organising a anniversary-contest at PhotographyGuide?! Drop by the poll and let us know your ideas for themes! :eager:…
I have a dream. A dream in which every single person on this earth is treated rightfully, a dream in which there are no wars, no restrictions and no discrimination. We all deserve love, happiness and access to whatever we please. My dearest friend Mythiril unfortunately is now the victim of discrimination, and with him, so many others from Syria. 
The hypocricy of deviantArt Please share this, every bit of support counts. I am probably getting my account perma banned after this journal, but I am voicing this discrimination and I want as many people to see it as possible.  I know people will have various opinions about this. Voice them as you please, but politics shouldn't meddle with art. This isn't fair. This isn't right. You can't deny me service because some politician says so.

ANYWAY, the story:
So, deviantART greets you with its regular:
The World's Largest Art Gallery In Your Hand. DeviantArt is the largest online social community for artists and art enthusiasts, allowing people to connect through the creation and sharing of art. We entertain, inspire, and empower the artist in all of us.
Except nope, you only empower a selected few, but ban others under the claim of 'obeying laws' all of a sudden.
So, whenever I try login to deviantArt, this is what i see:

It's unfair, and unfortunately greater than DeviantArt, which makes it tough for us to do something about this, because I am sure that this is not what DA wants either. A worldwide community, suddenly isn't a worldwide community anymore. What we can do, however, is to speak up. Let the world know that any kind of discrimination is not okay, and that a place like DA, which has been my online home for so long, should be accessible to everybody. The fact that it is not, makes me incredibly sad. 

Please go ahead, and read what Julian wrote. Send him a big hug, and let's stand together in this matter. It might not make a difference, but who knows, it just might.  

I realise this is not something I normally speak about online, but this has been bugging me for too long now. Let's all do the right thing here, and be there for each other, no matter who we are, and no matter where we come from. Together, we are strong :heart:

Happy valentines day! :heart: I hope you get to spend it with whoever it is you love :heart:

Valentines Fox 2015 by eychanchan

And a big thank you to all who send me a wonderful card by note :heart:
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What should I have for dinner? 

113 deviants said Pizza :lovestare: by EmotionCentral
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Yuukon Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2018   Photographer
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Thanks for the Llama.
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Thank you for the llama, you got  one in return. You have wonderful pictures.
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Thanks for the add! :-)
mekheke Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2018
Thanks for the llama !
You have some wonderful pictures. :)
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